A Database of Errors

Within a spreadsheet of neat rows and columns,

with clear date and day, definite time and tide –

 

deeds that should not have been done and

not-deeds that should have been,

words that should not have been spoken and

not-words that should have been –

 

are too indelibly etched. Any moment

details of surfaces upon which I have

slipped and stuff that I have happened to

spill are accessible, retrievable.

Capable of being scrutinised, analysed.

 

It may seem a burden, a veritable source

of shame. But should this database

be (even slightly) doctored, deleted,

I know I shall

lose

my chances of attaining all that is

considered perfect,

profound.

 

Complete I am,

disposed to growing

whole and strong,

as long as I am aware

of how incomplete

I have been.

 

 

Surfaces Upon Which I Have Slipped

 

Stuff That I Have Happened To Spill

 

 

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4 thoughts on “A Database of Errors

  1. Sigh. 🙂 I can relate.
    If you believe in astrology, what’s your star sign? Just curious cause this kind of thinking is quite interesting.

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      1. Uh oh. That’s why the need to be in control always. 😛
        Striving for the profound is admirable, but I think perfection is illusory as there is always scope to improve.

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